hellosss =)

hola mis amores =) i only post every so often but thats because im sorta busy lol. ok so im going on this new ballerina diet ..... well its not new..... and for me its not really a diet seeing as im not even a little bit fat lol. i just want to be healthy so im eating fruits and veggies every day for 6 weeks. im taking a multi vitamin also along with it because i need to get into some kind of shape for summer. people tell me "but you are in shape .. LOOK AT YOU!" welllll ummm ... no. to me being in shape means not feeling like i need an oxygen tank everytime i walk up some steps lol... shame. but hey thats what i need to get in shape for. so far its only been about 3 days and ihave a war with the great white throne every day i come home from class. lol (TMI) but its human so o well =) well im gonna go do some pilites now .. oh and also i updated my regimen! i twist my hair up every night and wear a twist out in the morning. im taking the LHCF boot camp challenge for 3 sessions since i missed the first one because well i didnt know about it. so i have to wear protective styles until december 15th.. wish me luck =)
~BESITOS

cant sleep

ok so im awake listening to the seal lullaby by eric whitacre and i cant sleep !!! the song was putting me to sleep at first until i decided to look up a way to do my hair ... so i looked up finger coils. idid them once when my hair was shorter and i didnt like it so i never wanted to do it again , but i guess my fingers wanted to be busy because i finger coiled my hair and i love it =) i love my hair so much!! it took exactly one hour and 30 minutes because i kept stopping to go lay down but i finally got done. im so tired idk what to do lol i want to sleep but i cant! but i have pictures =).. i'll be wearing these coils until tuesday then undo them . its sunday today so im good until tuesday or wednesday. maybe thursday... maybe an entire week ! yeah i think i'll go for a week because i dont feel like fooling with my hair. its like when i have a weave i learn not to play in my hair so it can grow.. so ya ! hope you like =) & if you dont .. idont care cus i do! lol
~BESITOS!

9 months today =)

hello ladies =) im back! today i am 9 months natural ! yay! so heres some pictures .. with my half mo hawk (no my hair isnt shaved =) ) & with a puff .. yall dont know how happy i am to finally be able to put my hair up w/out bobby pins or gel. all i do is brush with just a little bit of organics coca stuff in it &tie a hair tie around it &im done =) i dont want anymore weaves!!! i love my hair how it is now and i want to leave it alone. i cant wait until one whole year !
~BESITOS 

lord

my god its been a long time!!! my internet has been down for 3 months and ive been going crazy!! i have no hair updates other than me having a sew in right now.. its been in for a month and 2 days and im ready for it to come out but im not takin it out for another month! i paid way too much money for it. but i am sick of it tbh... well i just wanted to let you guys know how its been going. i can finally put my hair into a pony tail and i dyed it jet black because i felt the need. the other color was faded and grown out so i just went back to black. i cant wait until june to see how long my hair will be.. but im not in a rush
~besitos

well

well i washed my hair and i loved it but i forgot to take pictures lol oopsiee! its so pretty when no product is added to it but leave in and sum grease! i love how soft it is and how curly it is! i just recently got a mo hawk like last night and i love it! its braided into a hawk tho not like pushed back. i plan on keeping this for about 2 weeks or a week at the most and getting the braids redone every 2 weeks. I just wish i knew how to braid my own hair! I'm happy with my length now as is. I'm not rushing growth at all anymore because after seeing my hair now i LOVE it !! i'll try to learn to braid sometime soon so my aunt wont have to keep doing it every 2 weeks. i feel bad for asking her lol but shes a sweet heart! love her til death! but ummmmm yeah here are some pics =) enjoy

its not combed out all the way because it got wet from the rain and it shrunk =/ ugh but hey i still like it !
~besitos !

i changed my mind !!!

ok guys so i took my sew in out ! =) it was in for a month and 4 days... i missed my hair sooo much! i havent washed it yet because im scared so i'll wait until my mama gets home but here is the growth

im so happy that it grew!!! i missed my hair very much !!! im glad i took that sew in out man it was itchy! it feels sooo good to scratch my head ahhhhh! I'll post pics of my coils after i wash it! until then ... toodles
~BESOS <3

diet

ok guys so i decided to go on a fruit and water diet to clean my system.. more of a fast really because id like to get closer to God and receive some things.
  I also want my hair to grow some more. I'm taking multi vitamins too with the fast/diet. im going to do this starting Thursday December 1st-December 23rd. 
 After that there is another fast i'll be doing in January for the new year! I'll be posting along the way! wish me luck =)
~Besos

protective style pt. 2

So I've decided to leave this bohemian hair in up until about the 24th of December. That's my 6th month anniversary btw but im leaving it in because i want to keep it for 2 months.. i mite as well because to me taking it out december 18th or 9th is pointless when i can just keep it until the 21st-24th ish. my hair is really growing! i cant wait to take it out and wash it!!! then color it too because my hair color is at the tips and i dont like it that much .. i look like someone with dreads that just colored their tips.. eww... not cute.. but it is growing! i can put the front in a pony tail..(the front was left out so my edges dont thin from the pulling) and i can use the baby rollers on my hair now!! the yellow ones!! omg! i was excited as you can see lol ! I just have to go through another 3 weeks which should be easy ! time seems to go by so fast for some reason! school is just flying by! i walk outside every morning and say the same line.. "Jesus its freezing! why is it sooo cold?" and i'll be mad that its cold but i keep forgetting that its november! about to be december. my mind is still stuck in August its definitely not in November right now.. gosh time flies! well im about done with the chatter ! HAPPY THANKS GIVING EVERYONE =)

~BESOS! <3

wahhh

i wanna cut my hair again =( why ? because of this

it was sooo cute! i loved my hair being short! i loved jumping in the shower and co washing it every single day! this was at about 2 months natural maybe even 1 month.. i loved my baby curls.. right now im about to be 5 months natural in a few days and im in the in between stage.. i have no clue what to do with my hair after i take this weave out! i just want to keep getting weaves but i love my hair way too much to just keep it hidden.. i might get one more weave in january but i doubt it.. i miss my hair !!! i just have 3 more weeks until i can take this out ! im going for December 9th (my little sisters bday) =) im just gonna leave my hair be and let it grow on its own without help of weaves because all im gonna do is whine because i miss my hair lol i just cant wait until the summer time.. i need to learn how to french braid because i would braid my hair every night .. welp ... i'll learn but until nextime (december 9th) i'll try to post pics up of when my hair comes down .. i hope i get good growth if not then im not trippin cus hair grows anyway well adios mis amorcitos!

Besos!

UGH

I MISS MY HAIR! I cant take it anymore ! i miss my curls sooo much that i want the month to hurry up and end so i can take this out of my head! it'll be a whole month of hiding my babies in 9 days... not so bad ... i hope i can last ! i only got this so i can give my hair a break and get some length but hell, i cant do it anymore ! i wonder how much new growth is in here now for it to be left alone for almost a month... hmmmmmm...maybe if i just dont think about it i'll be fine.. my goal is to go all the way until the middle of December but idk.. i'll figure it out ! oh and btw ITS MY BROTHER BDAY =) HES 18 ! wow how time flies !
                                           besos =)

my protective style

Hey guys ! i finally have my protective style =) ! i have my first sew in ever lol

Ive been stopped every where i go. people ask "omg are those your curls?!" i always say yes lol hey what they dont know wont hurt them! but of course everyone at school knows that its not mine but who cares lol it looks like mine.. i went trick or treating with my baby sister and a lady that was giving out candy called her husband out side and said "HAROLD come have a look at this young lady's hair!" and he came out and said "gorgeous! just gorgeous!" i just smiled and said thank you =) and walked away with my candy leaving them standing staring after me. i'm gonna be sad to take this out but i miss my real curls :( it is true about what they say huh? time away from things really makes you appreciate it because i really miss my hair =( but atleast it'll grow alot in the next month. I'm planning to leave this in until about December 21st but i dont know how much more i can take! it itches like hell! but i do oil it and it feels better... it looks good still but underneath everything is loose! the net is because i was digging in my head but the braids are fine. i think i can make it all the way to december.. i just have to really work on maintaining this hair because if i dont then its definitely coming out in November lol I've never had a sew in before so i dont really know how to take care of it.. i guess i have to learn if i want to keep it until the end of december..i'm going to have to get a touch up in a few weeks though. 
    I think i'm going to keep getting sew ins.. I want a straight one next time.. but before i get another one i'm going to just get some french braids for a few months then get a sew in.. When this first one comes out i'm going to just wear my hair out for a few weeks then get some braids for winter break because during winter break is when my hair is bound to start lookin rough because imma be at home forever lol. So thats what i'll do! i'll either get my bestfriend or my boyfriends sister to braid it for me idk yet. preferably my bestfriend because i see her alot .. i just dont want to endanger my hair with the cold... cus i know how it can get ! well pray for me lol 
                                                                        ~BESOS~

3 months today

happy 3 month anniversary to my natural hair =) yay! roxie is her name lol but yes shes 3 months old and growing like a weed! I got it straightened today for my homecoming dance ! its long enough to where it looks like a halle berry cut and only at 3 months! i know people whose hair cant do that yet and they are at 3 months so im kind of excited lol cant wait til 6 months =) but i have to go get a trim soon =((( not wanting that but i have to so my hair can grow "faster" but i hope my hair isnt a curly mess by the end of this night ! lord help me and roxie get through this lol well bye bye peeps i'll post after the dance!

~besitos!

wow

ok so i was looking at past photos of when i first got my hair cut and its really growing! sometimes it seems like its not going anywhere. that its just still the same as it was when i first cut my hair but its not! it grew alot! well that is all i just wanted to share that lol 

2 months natural

well i decided to post some pictures of my hair at 2 months ! this is a twist out i did wet with some kinky curly pudding. I sat under the dryer for 10 minutes then went to sleep. this is what it looks like

i love my hair! its so soft and curly . i have alot of different textures. I have 3b/3c/4a mainly 3c but there are other textures mixed in there! hope you enjoy these pics! i cant wait for 6 months of hair growth. waiting for 12.24.11 i hope it gets longer by then! well i hope you like my pictures but if you dont thats cool cus i like em! 

~besitos!

MIA

I've really been missing in action lately ladies and gentlemen ... im so sorry! its just that I've been so busy with cheer leading and school. My hair is growing ! i can grab the back and put it in a tiny pony tail ! i can do the sides too but not the top just yet. its slower to grow than the rest of my hair.. My hair loves oils and creams too. when I leave in a condish for a while my hair is so defined and pretty! For right now I just use a leave in conditioner that i made by myself. Which is just suave naturals strawberry condish and some water in a spray bottle. I started using this because my hair loves water and a regular leave in doesnt have the extra moisture. I use to co wash everyday but now since its getting cooler out side im just gonna start co washing at night every other night and spritz in the morning because its too cold to walk out with a wet head in the fall/ winter. I'm in love with my hair tho! I've gotten sooo many complements from teachers and people period. I was cheering at a foot ball game and a lady told me I was so brave and original for cutting my hair and especially since im in cheer. ( please excuse the grammatical errors. its midnight here and im tired so i dont care lol) but any way...... oh yeah! the lady was just like " i love your hair you look so cute in the air i watch you every time you cheer" that part creep-ed me out but the rest was sweet lol . I cant wait until december. if i can grab my hair at 2 months and if the curls are falling down and swirly (idk) lol then i cant wait until 6 months =) i'll catch you guys later! night !   

1.5 month natural

hello lovelies! i missed blogging! ive been sooooo busy with a lot of things i havent been able to post!!! but umm yeah i am almost 2 months natural and my hair is doing pretty well! right now im wearing two strand twists and going to take them out tomorrow morning . these are my 1st so i hope they turn out right! I really cant wait for my hair to grow so i can do more with it but im not getting bored with my hair at all! i actually like co washing it every morning and making it all nice and fresh! love it actually im actually excited to get up every morning and do my hair. I havent gotten a really good regimen yet other than co wash with suave ocean breeze conditioner (let sit for 10 minutes) defines my curls good when it sits, put in a motions leave in, then just style with a teeny weeny bit of eco styler gel. When i say style i mean get some gel and rake it through my soaked hair. at night before bed i put in some evoo and my satin bonnet and go to bed and in the AM i do it all over again. I love my hair and have recently inspired my cousin and many others to go natural! people who havent seen me in a long time and havent seen me with my hair cut at all have stopped and stared. they always say "you are so gorgeous! not alot of people can do that! you need to model!" lol im like that you! and i smile really big! i cant wait til my hair grows though! I have discovered that I am a 3c i love mis rizos! like i said i have to find a regimen that sticks but its gonna be getting cold soon here in missouri so i have to figure something out ! my hair doesnt like the cold =(. well the next time i'll be posting pictures will be in december when i am 6 months natural ! hopefully it grows like i want it! well thats all for now! see ya peeps
~besos

my life since my Big Chop

 Life has been great guys if you wanna know! So i learned that my big chop wasnt my big chop because there were relaxed ends EVERYWHERE! I wasn't happy so I had my mother chop the relaxed ends off today and it took her 3 hours and 45 minutes! Its so much better now! nothing sticking up its all curly and lays down! I need something so it doesnt look so dry though!! do you use anything to help it look shiny or not so dry? comment and let me know please! Right now I'm using some curl enhancing smoothie

 and some curls up serum cream for now to make my hair curlier ! and some spary in leave in conditioner its my baby sisters because her hair is natural so i use it and it makes my hair curl up fast! i love it!!! but as i was saying, heres my real big chop ! I'm in love with it!! I'll take more pictures as time goes by to show progress but it'll be on my other blog because thats my hair blog and makeup and stuff so ya! check it out for me =) tell me what you think ! GRACIA ! TE AMO! Y BESOS PARA TI!!!
~toodles

really???

Okaie so I cut my hair today right? I just got a text from my EX boyfriend saying hes not gonna talk to me for 5 days.... then asked me if i knew why and i said because i cut my hair... I told him it can be longer than 5 days because I love my hair and idc what he thinks! idc what anybody thinks because its my head. Then he said Good i hope your hair loves you back! and i said it does now goodbye! and i didnt get a text back. I'm not hurt. I actually feel good because I always use to care what he thought. but now, i could care less! he can kick rocks for all i care! I think im beautiful and thats all that matters. You're probably thinking why i still talk to my ex. well, while we were together he asked me if we could be friends even after we broke up and i said yes. well right now hes not being a "friend" so i just told him bye! im use to not texting him for days on end anyway! hes so selfish too! if he sees me talking to another boy he'll start talking to me again. wow is all i have to say! well toodles ! besos! love you all!

I DID IT !!!

I DID IT! 

I LOVE MY HAIR! it looks kinky but thats just because you cant see the curls! im mad about that because i dont have nappy hair! its wavy and curly but its all good! IM FREE

this pic is weird but i love my eyes!

closer

I go to the salon in less than 2 hours guys!!! Its so unreal because im getting my hair cut OFF! I didn't get to bed until 5am last night idk why it is but when it gets around 5am my body wants to finally sleep! huh! but any how.... ummmm I'll post pictures when i get home or something.. cant wait super duper excited ! =) WISH ME LUCK!
~toodles
BESOS!